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 for give ness   -noun

Forgiveness is the act of forgiving or state of being forgiven.

Many people hold grudges and hate people. Well there is thing called forgiveness that is a powerful word. It means that no matter what someone has done or said you are willing to forget it and let that person back in your life. I have forgiven many people in my life time. I even forgave my biological father for everything he ever did to me. I have forgiven my mother for a lot of things and we are still close. I keep forgiving people for everything they have done to me and will continue to do it. Forgiveness is not easy to do, but it helps one continue with no guilt of anything. It takes a lot to forgive someone for anything. It makes the person strong. There is an old saying that there is a "fine line between love and hate." I believe that there is a valley between the two. And the bridge that connects the two is FORGIVENESS. Can you imagine a world where there was no such thing as forgiveness? This world would be in turmoil. There would not be a happy person in the world. Everyone would be miserable. There would be no such thing as love, hope or even happiness. People take advantage of forgiveness by denying it to people that are trying to make things better. I write this because I am in the position where someone is not forgiving me and it feels horrible. Time and time again I apologize and time and time again I somehow make it worse without trying and letting my emotions get the best of me. I wish I had discovered this site a lot sooner!! This site has helped me so much it is unbelievable. I wish he could forgive me, but know that it will take time and he might never truly forgive me. I have fucked up and continue to fuck up. However, when he fucks up I will always forgive him and will always be there for him. I will never leave. I am not saying that in a stalkerish way. I am saying in the sense that I will never let him fall. I will always be a "guardian angel" to him. Life is funny how things happen and people just want to forget the person and never speak to them again. Do they ever think that everything that had happened had been in the heat of the moment? Or that the person just wasnt sure how to react and anger seemed to just take over? There are reason why anger is the easiest emotion to have than any other. We want to hurt the people who hurt us or anger us in some way. There is never a good excuse for how we act sometimes, but there is always the time to ask for forgiveness and try to work things out. Nothing is so bad you would want to ruin someone's happiness over anything. So when you find yourself angry and unwilling to forgive just think about how you would feel if the tables were turned and it was you on the end of not receiving forgiveness when you were trying all you could to get it.



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